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Shudder

2009-07-09T03:56:00.000-07:00

The Sun is gone.

The nights are long.

Do you know what it feels like

being alone?

That kinda reminds me of

VALENTINES DAY BY LINKIN PARK

I made it

while walking home

...

WELL

I take 15mins to walk home

you don't exactly think I'll be mute all the way~

Started singing randomly again

yay~

Anyways

IM IN LOVE WITH

LINKIN PARK

THEY HAVE AWESOME~~~ VOICES

WHOO

GO NEW DIVIDE (:

oh yeah

I LOVE AAR TOO

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS xD

And that's pretty much it

Jay and Sherin are soo gonna be disapointed

Jay'll probably scream at me

-WHAT ABOUT MY CHEM ROMANCE?!-

uh hur

ignoring~

Live is pretty much normal

A maths is depressing

E maths is now FINALLY associating with Physics

Physics Prac everyweek

-Which I am soo awesome at doing-

-Cause everyone else is too lazy to do-

-So i don't have to stay back for it-

English is well english

Chinese erm you know...

Chemistry is annoying now

surprise surprise

I hate Chem calculations

History is...

YESH WE ARE LEARNING ON HITLER NOW

YESH

I MEAN ADOLF HITLER

the awesome mad guy who decided to rule the world

hahhas

and he who have started World War 2

well

I like him for his guts

and seriously

If we had one leader ruling the whole earth

-all the countries-

then we wouldn't fight much

we wouldn't have to kill

we wouldn't have to have currency complications

no depression cause everyone is helping each other

lots of positive sides

mind you

just that

HITLER IS EVIL

and that makes him erm

you know

Go down in history~

anyways

Social Studies is okaay

Drama is as stress as ever

and thats about it

...

My social life?

Wah?

What about it?

It's just plain as ever

Human friends

No other people in my life

the usual

You don't get much surprises if you are me

...

I'm suppose to be studying

for an English test

and for Chinese test

and my homework

but as you can see

-or read-

I'm not

I need like erm persuasion

too bad

No one's free to do it

Oh well

Back to work

I'm suppose to be GUAI~ after all

says my new di (:

well

Cya around then

roar!~

Rejected

2009-07-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

Okaay

Wanna know what I've been doing lately?

I've been slacking alot

hell yea

I practically copied most of my

math homework from everyone else!

and

I'M SUFFERING FROM INSOMNIA

YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING IT IS?

I CAN'T SLEEP

AT ALL

I PRACTICALLY SLEPT IN CLASS

and I'm gonna kill my body at this rate huh?

Well

I skipped lunch today

again about the no mood thing

I bet if i did what i wanted since young

I probably have killed myself

how?

1-Jump down the building

you know the usually suicide mad stuff

2-killed my mind off

you know people die of depression

stress or overwork and no food thing?

yea

that's exactly what i meant

oh well

It's not sooooo bad i guess

I'm still alive

-apparently-

AND

I'M MAD!

I'M SPENDING MONEY

LIKE I HAVE MILLIONS xD

-I don't-

ON!!!!

BOOKS :D

AND I BLAME NESSA!

ALL YOUR FAULT NESSSA!

YOU GOT ME ADDICTED AGAIN!

ARGH!

Okaay that's not totally the truth

I mean

in the middle of the night

What do you wanna do?

stare out the window till the dark sky freaks you out?

I don't think so!

Sooo

I read

right there

on my make-shift bed in the living room

-a mattress on the floor-

-no it's not comfortable-

And I read

I miss reading

I love reading

Something no one can take away from me

Probably the ONLY thing they can't

I mean they can take away knowledge but not your

PERSONAL~

feelings right?

right?

erm right?

damn

I'm wrong aren't I?

oh well

Back to the erm normal

...

I'm bored

I mean I got TONS OF WORK

but no one to help

no one to teach

no one to talk to

It's really killing me all this time

alone.

Hahahas

yea right I'm gonna fall head over heels for a guy

I think I'll drown first

by accident

-Almost impossible to happen-

-I'm a goldstar swimmie-

Where was I?

Before~ the alone thingy

and the book

and the

erm nvm

I'll start on something else

....

I'm hungry

......

WOW THAT HELPED!

WTH!

And back again

=.=

I think I'll go find food

yup yup i better

my body has already been tortured enough

I'm

erm well

signing off for now

>.<

Anyways the only thing I wanna

literally YELL to the world~

IS THERE ANYONE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES ME?

And I will here crickets

you know

dead quiet~

oh well

What goes around comes around

cya~

Busted

2009-06-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

And

I think I'm losing it

My being not-prone-to-being-sick habit

I mean

I don't get sick the normal way

the way normal humans do

Well

Actually I do but I'm more or less prone to it

I get sick by

Stress or lack of sleep or even crying too much

dumb huh?

I must be the weirdest kid on Earth

Correction.

Weirdest kid in the universe

And far far beyond that

My head is killing me

Panadols don't work anymore

I'm sleep deprived

And over worked

And emotionally stressed

apparently

I have people to blame for it

Shan't mention

They wouldn't know what their doind to my mind

or heart

Whatever

Anyways

Suppose to be camping

Astronomy camp

RIGHT THIS MINUTE

Argh!

Me and my stupid body had to have a fever at the last mintue

And I skipped it

How could I?

What did I do?

Do I need to go on my knees and start begging random people?

Why?

Argh

Sherin better get me photos

Or it'll be the end of her life

I'll kill her myself

Monday leaving for holiday

Dreading it

Singapore is way way way more homey then anywhere else

-Lie-

Can't I stay here?

I want to just spend 1 day

No bad thoughts in my mind

No human relate to me

No friends I know existing

And anything else

Just

Pure

Shear

Freedom

And

Peace

Mind

Can't I have that?

No.

Apparently not.

I'll miss astronomy classes

All the crazy people

Sigh

I feel random

I think I am

I still have that essay to write

Oh well

Nothing is easy

And nothing ever changes

Especially

jwjk

Opps

I shouldn't have said that huh

...

Oh well

Blame the world won't get me anywhere

I still wish someone would be free enough to talk to me

A close friend would be nice

erm

Jwjk - but he's never there

Adam - I guess you could say in his own world

Who else...

Family - 100% not the kind who wanna talk to

Sherin - omg further than dream land

Holly? - Can't stand my negativity

Jayanne - Listening to metal music is a prized condition for her

Chris - No comment

Hui Han - None either

Rio? - Okaay to write his name I must be really desperate

I guess it all comes down to what I think

That's bad

My mind is telling me to

...

I shouldn't say it

It'll pop your eyes out

Quite literally I suppose

Sigh

I should get back to my old self

I wish the holidays are over

The stress work gives is

soo

Lovable

I mean I prefer that to this

Uncontrollable Condition

Bring on the A maths

I can't wait

._.

Back to work time

And

I'll try and change me my mood

You know

Negative = Positive

And take note I said mood

Not attitude

Self-confidence is something I will never attain

Never

Not unless I find the love of my life

Yeah right.

I bet dying would come way before that

Oh well

Moving on

Cya people around

Leaving Singapore and moving to Tsunami waters

Scuba diving!

And oh yeah

My quote of the day

Bring on the shackles

I'm your prisoner!

Hahas

Poke me [:

AND FOR SHERIN!

DO THE BUNNY xD

Passion

2009-06-18T04:58:00.000-07:00

I miss being whole these days

Like some part of me is missing

And I think I'm losing my memory

Parts of my memories seemed to have been erased

I don't feel different

I've always been like this

Maybe it's cause I haven't found who

I'm meant to spend the rest of my life with

Or maybe I have but I just don't see it

I feel

Like nothing's ever gonna change

Like I'm gonna keep schooling forever

But that's impossible right?

I swear

When I grow up

I'm gonna miss school like a little girl

I've been slacking more than ever

Because I feel so stressing and worked up

But

It's not working

I feel just the same

Like nothing is really going into my thick head

Maybe

Just maybe

I should give it all up

Whatever I've worked for

Think it's easy?

...

NO!

...

Sigh

Life is difficult isn't it?

And

I don't think much people understand me

I mean

this passage would be the closest they can get to

Erm

I guess my depression side

No one's perfect remember?

I should move on

With this

And get back to me work

...

Hmm

Really tempting

-not-

Oh well

All's well end's well

Time to move on

Cya you'll guys/girls around

I'm gonna be missing these days

Schedule

Friday - Church BBQ/Astronomy lesson

Saturday - Astronomy Camp

Sunday - Back from camp and pack up

Monday - Holiday trip with family

Tuesday - MIA

Wednesday - MIA

Thursday - MIA

Friday - MIA

Saturday - Girl Guides Carnival/Meet up for CIP project

Sunday - Last day of holidays

Monday - School starts/Holidays ends/Unleash my freedom

And take note

I'm bringing my maths homework

On my MIA trip

And cramming my study for a Chinese test on the last 2 days

Awesome huh

-Sarcastic remark-

I wholeheartedly agree

...

Oh well

When the Sun finally sets

And the Moon spreads across the sky

Let me know

I'll be by your side

I miss blogging

2009-06-10T22:19:00.000-07:00

Okaay
so I'm multi-tasking at the moment
can't help it
the computer is too distracting
and I really need to do work
so now I'm doing both
o.o

Chris is super distracting!!!

must say

make him laugh

surprising

my msn today is flooding

weird ppl are talking to me

interesting

highly unusual

oh well

I really don't feel like doing anything

right now

and

I'm missing

Adam!

and

Hui Han!

I bet they don't read my blog though

life is kind of unfair

that's not surprising

oh well

back to work

cya

Post-exam stress

2009-05-19T10:45:00.000-07:00

AHH

Exams are over

Well not really

I think I need a psychologist

Everytime I see the word maths

Or anything to do with that matter

straight pops out

POLYNOMIALS

and OMG it's annoying

can't get it out

even on my marking day I decide to study physics

I need medication

extreme doses of panadol

argh

and I'm getting really bored

even on the comp

or phone talking to random people

i still am bored!

Nessa faster plan I wanna go out NOW!

Anyone can drag me out for no reason

please do

Just not free on Saturdays Fridays and Wednesdays

Wait why?

Oh cause of

astronomy - girl guides - drama

they do take up alot of time if you must know

Right

I need friends to come online and talk to me

But really no one does

jwjk is studying

sherin is always either really hyper or really emo

so it's really freaky to talk to her

jay-anne eh no way

nessa dosen't have msn

adam barely comes on

so those hui han

chris is always busy

claire is forever going out

(and leaving me behind)

rio erm always busy too

joleen is running

sad huh ><

talk about being left alone

tried to call sherin and guess what?

she's still sleeping

when I woke up at 7 am today

unable to lie down on my bed

I probably should go find something else to do

Oh well

Hope I don't kill myself trying

MYE Drama

2009-05-18T21:07:00.000-07:00

This one's the best

Had time left

Hand wasn't SO pain

Answers written so long~

MYE Physics

2009-05-15T21:07:00.000-07:00

Okay...

This one

I ABSOLUTELY BLEW IT

MYE A math

2009-05-14T21:06:00.001-07:00

I believe the mad studying did pay off

But

By how much is another question

MYE E maths

2009-05-13T21:05:00.000-07:00

OMG

I don't care about e maths

I care about A MATHS!

MYE Chemistry

2009-05-08T21:03:00.000-07:00

No comments

MYE Social Studies

2009-05-07T21:03:00.001-07:00

My hand almost died writing yesterday!

How can I do this again =.=

MYE History

2009-05-06T21:02:00.000-07:00

Last minute studying

Don't think I'm going to be happy about this

Busy girl

2009-04-30T09:24:00.000-07:00

As usual I'm busy

Mid-Year Exams are the cause of my madness

Drama kinda too

Came up with something out of the blue

mini song (:

oh well

nothing else to pen down anyways

I'm been waiting for your phone call all day

but when I got it I wanted to put down

somehow things are not the way they use to be

why can't things go back to the way they were meant to be

I try to reach you but you seem too far away

I try to find you but there's too much space between us

It'll take forever to just come together

Think about how long it'll take to stay

You don't see the big gap of lies that separates us

There's no way to hide what the truth has to tell

The pain I feel inside

Is something you can't dismiss

In a blink of an eye

It's not as easy it used to be

as easy as it was meant to be

somethings will never change like you and me

MYE English

2009-04-28T21:01:00.000-07:00

Oh oh

Dooms day

MYE Chinese

2009-04-27T21:00:00.000-07:00

Going to die

What?

I'm just predicting

OH OH!

2009-04-18T06:00:00.001-07:00

ALMOST FORGET!

AND

SHERIN
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FELLOW

MYTHBUSTERS FAN xD

Daydreamer

2009-04-18T05:48:00.000-07:00

Sorry

late replies ~

The day after that unfaithful event

when my form teacher was walking down isle

- not wedding isle -

to mark attendance

she stopped, starred at me

and said

"Isabella are you okay? You look pale."

I ALMOST

well starred back at her

and that's rude

and that'll offend her

but I didn't I just told her I was fine

and she moved on

Weird

I wasn't pale

I felt horrible BUT I was not pale!

Anyways

I did talk to my maths teacher

got it worked out (:

was happy

And so I went home

did it

still freaked over what I MIGHT do

and COULD do

so I got my mum to stare as I did it

She helped a little

BUT

that isn't a crime right?

sigh

I'm day dreaming alot

too much for my own good

but I'm studying hard too

Me and a few other classmates stayed back

in class to do A maths

left only me and Yanling in the end

with a total of 2.30hrs of work

non-stop

So I'm happy with myself (:

Hope to keep the madness up

Today

I'm just writing essays for my english journal

I'm slacking on it

Got to work hard....

I think I've got too much pressure huh?

Ironic

Cause we do so much to do less

or at least it'll be less in the end

if we can reach the end

more like if I can reach the end

OH WELL

move along - All American Rejects (:

Signing out~

PURE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS FAN

Bella xD

Depressed

2009-04-15T04:22:00.000-07:00

Okay...

I admit I've been crying for

ahhh God should know how long

Starting to stop now

decided to blog cause I don't feel like doing work

my computer blanked on me

Or actually it was my laptop

I screwed my online test up

So now I've got 0

I didn't have the chance to click A answer

Nothing really I can do

It was a 1 attempt sort of thing

Wish I had done something to prevent that

I guess I'll just have to tell my teacher tomorrow

hope she

well

somehow get me out of this

I think its

impossible

I'm kind of emo right now

so no complains on my mood and how I'm typing

Well

before this I guess I'm okay

I now terribly love golfing

cause I can whack the ball (:

Maybe I should go golf now

AHH

no transport and I've got homework

still

So I guess not

guess not...

I need consoling

got no one though cause

my parents ain't too happy with what I did

My sis is as usual ignoring me

The school well

It's not their fault

nor really the computer

It should be mine really

But I

well

I donno I really shouldn't blame my self too much huh?

I'm already depressed

I...

I'm going to do my work now

I've got to stay up late

today

Since I spend so long

erm

crying

well

erm jia you?

._.

If you are reading this

erm

Don't follow me will you?

All work no play

2009-04-06T04:56:00.000-07:00

And I'm back!

From: no not holiday...

from my hectic schedule!

Well actually it's not over

but I'm FORCING myself to relax

cause I'm actually going mad about studying

late nights, practicing, studying, cramming

and most of all

Not sleeping!

harsh huh?

So lately been tired and erm

WORRYING

over my grades

especially physics!

OMG

Mr Fahan say my class got few people got

zero over twenty!

AHHHHHH

if me my mum will kill me

not

literally

Every week got at least one test

I REALLY REALLY REALLY

wanna concentrate on studying

but really distracting with test after test after test

no time to actually sit down and

SELF-STUDY

not last minute cram or homework

sigh

Just did drama test today

to me was erm

bleh

no point moaning over it now

Ahhh

I should go and do the work

I'm suppose to be doing

...

Well

Signing off then

CYA xD

Note

2009-01-02T02:48:00.000-08:00

I know the blogskin is pink

.......

BUT IT IS NOT MY FAV COLOUR

erm

then what is?

I DUN HAV A FAV COLOUR !

New Year

2009-01-02T02:40:00.000-08:00

OMG

I know I missed out typing about

my birthday

and

christmas day

and even New Year

BUT

THIS IS SOOO MORE IMPORTANT

THIS IS THE BEST PRESENT ANY ONE COULD EVER

GIVE ME

YAY JWJK!

WOOTS!

THANKS FOR THE INSPIRATION TO

FINALLY

ACTUALLY

WRITE

FULL

SONG

With self-created tune and lyrics

It's the first song I truly finished

(usually I write only a chorus or a few versus or both)

(but never all together)

I CANT EVEN FORGET THE TUNE xD

No offence the other friends who gave me presents

but

I always could write lyrics

but not properlly

till now

YAY JWJK!

BEST WISHES TO EVERYONE FOR THE NEW YEAR

2009!

im happy (:

TAG ME

2008-12-21T03:35:00.001-08:00

FLASHBOX IS BACK!!

TAG ME !!

NOW !!

I'M SERIOUS !!

Untitled

2008-12-21T03:24:00.001-08:00

Thinking of putting pics of my Jap. trip in Friendster

Still considering

Let me know if you wanna see my face

hahas xD

Diaos

2008-12-21T03:20:00.000-08:00

OMG

That is long

.....

Back Track

2008-12-21T02:51:00.001-08:00

Summarise what happen in the last month?

Impossible

Too much happened since that

but I'll try my best

From the 4th dec to 9th dec

I was in JAPAN !!!!

The trip cost 6k each but my dad was mad enough

to pay for the experience

Things I realised on the trip

1) If you love Chocolate

wait till you try Japan's

CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM !!!

they dont make plain ice cream and add

chocolate flavouring

they actually melt chocolate bars and make them into

the ice cream itself

And if you went there during the winter season

you will pretty much find out the

ice cream still melts

hahas

2) If you are sick

don't bother recovering in Japan's winter season

Even with medication you can't heal

(I was sick when i went)

3) If you actually look at Japan's metrostation map

OMG

they have a zillion lines !!!

SERIOUS

and if you are there with no tour guide

and wanna do some site seeing all over Japan

just buy a

ONE DAY TICKET

and go all around Japan like mad ~

(ask for help if you need)

(Japanese people are mostly friendly)

4) In Japan's disneyland

the rides there are basically

nice

fun

cool

but I still would prefer other theme parks

especially ones in m'sia

super fun XD

5) If you wanna do shopping

there are TONS of clothing shops everywhere

seriously

and you really shouldn't shop at disneyland

the stuff there are more exp.

thats all I guess I roughly remember

and I got my birthday present from there too

so fun ~

CHRISTMAS IS COMING !!!

has everyone bought their presents yet?

I bought mine 2 months ago

hahas

cause I got bored of keeping the money

for that special event

My birthday is coming too

Can't believe it

I'm going to be 14 years old

Dont know whether I should laugh or cry

I'm getting older but it's

special day

Oh for those who don't know

My birthday is 30th december

Wish I was one day later

31st

It'll be so hahas unique that way

Still haven't finished my homework

working on it

so no complains there

Oh yeah

I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE TO GO FOR

GIRL GUIDES

ON MY BIRTHDAY !!!

I mean

HELLO ???

birthday girl here

Too bad if im going im gonna get bumped

No you dont wanna know what getting bumped is

it's not pretty

Celebrating my birthday on 27th dec though

having a mini BBQ party

with a few buddies

and their friends they wanted to bring along

oh well

as long as they come i dont care

Is this long again?

well dont blame me

I never did short stuff

as they always say

THINK BIG

hahas

Oh yeah

I CANT BELIEVE BELLE'S MUM MADE HER

SHIFT SCHOOL !!!

I MEAN WHAT ABOUT ME ?

AND CHARLENE?

AND DEZ !!!

darn and now we lost a guiding sister

sad

she was fun with her anime madness and all

Her birthday is coming too

31st dec

I WANTED THAT BIRTHDAY !!

not complaining

just mentioning

BUT ANYWAYS

I'm still gonna get her a present

I'll pass it to her

..........

somehow

Oh yeah

Hui Han's birthdays on 24th dec

Lucky guy

Not many get birthdays close to Christmas

in this case

~ Chistmas Eve ~

Wow so long

I guess I better go off now

oh wait

one last thing

GRATZ

HUI HAN

ON GETTING ALL As FOR EXAMS !!!

A2 is still a A

so hahas

Now im gonna go

pray I'll be able to come back

OMG

2008-12-21T02:47:00.000-08:00

OMG

The reality of me not blogging for so long

JUST SANK IN

sry to all pure blog fans

I just dont have the time to blog

My mum even is against me

touching all electronics but my

IZEN

Thanking my dad who was smart

enough to suggest buying that for me

when i was primary 5

(i think)

so they could save more money

on me

not buying cds on songs

QUOTE XD

2008-11-08T04:38:00.001-08:00

"When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die"

nice huh ?

Gotten from:

"Hands held High" by Linkin Park

Oh yeah!

Another quote from that song too

"With hands held high to the sky so blue

and the ocean opens up to swallow you"

ADD ON ~

2008-11-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah

Sorry JWJK

You said you were going out

and so didn't have time to tell you

that I'm updating

this blog thing

And oh yeah

CONGRATZ XD

your cousins finally left your building XD

no more painful scratches

which usually end up with

a pool of blood

OK OK !!

not that much blood (:

Can't bear to leave the comp.

since I'm SOOOO CLOSE TO IT

MAN !!

You have got to love the future reality

but then

fiction is still better

I'm a personal dreamer

can't knock that habit out of me

not I'm dead

and

I can't think

OH WELL !!

You waste energy dreaming and thinking

and since there's nothing I can do

....

DON'T BOTHER XD

Why's there no chat box ??

CAUSE I DUN WANT ONE !!!

ASK ME PERSONALLY FOR ONE

AND THEN I'LL TALK !!

Or type instead of talk...

OH YOU GET THE POINT XD

Well I've got to go some time

sooner the better

~ ( now from another's point of view) ~

Bella gets up

Watches as the computer slowly offs

thinking that's it's probably the last time

for a long time

before she gets on again

Walks towards her bedroom

Lay in bed dreaming of

what she would have wanted to do

What I would have done if rules didn't exist

~FlashBack~

2008-11-08T03:47:00.000-08:00

OMG !!!

Talk about time passes so fast

But then it always go on a normal speed

CAUTION !!

THIS IS GOING TO BE ONE HECK

OF A SUPPER LONG POST !!!

dun read if u dun have time

thank you !!

So here's a brief flashback:

1) I GOT INTO CLASS 305 !!!!!

305 is the 2nd best class

in the express stream

3~~ for sec 3

and ~~5 for the class....... erm

number 5 ??

Well it's called 305 and there's nothing

you can do about it !!

2) I'm getting addicted to music

MUSIC ??

as in literally addiction

can't sleep without thinking of a song

HOW ??

BLAME CHARLENE !!!

IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT I'M ADDICTED

LINKIN PARK !!!

i love their songs now ~~

especially

VALENTINE'S DAY !!!

If you want to know why?

search the song

'Valentine's Day'

by Linkin Park

AND LISTEN TO THE SONG !!

It's different as the word only comes out

at the ending and is repeated

over

and

over

AGAIN !!!

3) I'm now REALLY watching Anime

which?

GUNDAM SEED XD

and after that

GUNDAM SEED DESTINY XD

and then

GUNDAM SEED MOBILE SUIT XD

one after the other~

and yes !

I'm mainly only watching this

ONE !!

only ~

And also kinda watching

NARUTO XD

cause my sis is addicted to it and

if i watch it accidentally,

it can't be help

4) I'm now doing CIP in old folks home

NO CRAMPS LIKE LAST YEAR

YAY !!

sleeping after working for them as slaves

is now so much better as all it needs

is some getting use to ~

BUT !

we work for them for CIP hours so....

not much of slavery if we ARE getting

something in return..

5) TODAY !!

THIS EXACTLY MORNING !!

I HAD GIRL GUIDES AS USUAL

but!

got mainly three things today:

- SALLY FINALLY GOT ENROLLED

She's the (so far) ONLY girl guide

that's from Vietnam

so far ~~

- and today Tanaz got kicked out of guides

poor her

she was in my patrol but then there was

nothing I could do to help her

BUT !!

She's nice to all the guides and laughs with

most of them sooooo

NO BIGGY !!

- and last but not least

TODAY IS DEZZZ BIRTHDAY XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY JUNIOR SISTER XD

Yipee !

Sry wasn't there to celebrate with you

cause you already made plans XD

Got to get you a present though..

wait

give me a minute

I need to write that down

~~~

~~~~

~~~~~

~~~~

~~~

NOW THAT WASN'T SO LONG !!

of cos not

you only too 10 seconds to see that

or less

( no I'm not hyper just briefing like MAD XD )

wat number is it now ??

wait let me look above

OK !!!

I'm DONE !!

Number 6)

My sis this morning went to her school

( YES !! I know it's a Saturday )

( READ ON FIRST !!! )

Her school held a carnival which she not until

late in the night then she came back

WITH PREZZIES !!!!

!!!

( ok yeah so i AM kinda hyper )

erm she gave me this HUGE TREASURE BOX XD

and it's sooooo pretty and cute !!

Well

I don't expect people to appreciate it as much as i do

but!

SHE IS MY SISTER

and that means

WE QUARREL ALOT !!

but!

we still are nice when we wanna be ~

( it's my bro that's more distant XD )

and!

she gave me this miniature Giraffe

WHICH IS SOOO ADORABLE XD

wanted to give Dez

cause I know

IT'S SOO CUTE AND SHE'LL LIKE IT XD

But!

It's the thought that counts and anyway

I don't mind keeping another thing

WOW!

the bar you hold to view the areas of the page

( usually up and down )

IS SO SMALL !!!

SEE !!

I TOLD YOU !!

I would type soo much

oh well

anything to cover the days I missed

Got to go listen to music somemore

and

finish up with the problem with buying new books

and

chucking my old books to my sis

cause she is going to use them in the end

Thanks for reading my CRAP XD

PRAY

you think it was worth it

Walk ON

2008-10-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

Today

KCGG have decided to meet

at Douby Ghaut Interchange
~ MRT ~

to go and venture around

Fort Canning Park

and all of it's historical sculptures

We walked everywhere

letting our juniors / sec 1

do their quiz

And all over we ached but still carried on

I think we walked for

hours

continuously

Ending up in Changi Village

where the weather was a bit wet

we headed home

AND RELAXED FOR ONCE XD

I was suppose to go for a church BBQ today

but because of Girl Guides

CCA

I skipped it

Day Break

2008-10-13T03:38:00.000-07:00

YAY XD

~ Marking Day ~

Get to stay at home and glue

MY EYES UNTO THe COMPUTER XD

Exam

2008-10-10T03:30:00.000-07:00

Chinese Oral

~ Last paper ~

YAY XD

Exam

2008-10-09T03:29:00.001-07:00

Drama Theory Paper

~ARGH~

WHY DOES ACTING HAVE TO

COME WITH THIS ???

Specially

2008-10-09T03:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD XD

Exam

2008-10-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

E Maths Paper 2

~Praying~

Exam

2008-10-07T03:27:00.000-07:00

Literature Paper

NEED ALL THE LUCK I CAN GET

Exam

2008-10-06T03:24:00.000-07:00

Science Paper

Hope I do well for this too

Need it to get the three science next year

CHEMISTRY

PHYSICS

BIOLOGY

Exam

2008-10-03T03:22:00.000-07:00

E Maths Paper

~ Pray I do really well for this paper ~

PRAY

Exam

2008-10-01T03:21:00.000-07:00

Happy Childrens Day XD

and

Hari Raya Puasa

Exam

2008-09-29T03:19:00.000-07:00

Geography Paper

just know I won't ace this paper

~Wait~

2008-09-28T20:28:00.000-07:00

My exams are still going on

but I realised something really work about myself

Did you know that stress can help you loose weight???

I lost 3 kg

by doing nothing

how cool is that ??

Exam

2008-09-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

Chinese Paper 1 & 2 & 3

bet I failed

Exam

2008-09-25T03:12:00.000-07:00

English Paper 1 & 2

today

Drama Practical Exam

too

HOPE I DO WELL

Celebration

2008-09-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO XD

May your O ' level rock your socks

Not literally though

Stress out

2008-09-17T05:15:00.000-07:00

Okay

since the exam week is about to began

or has already began

I'll just warn you all that I won't be touching

this computer

unless for research or homework then

yeah...

Most likely be back in 2 weeks

or even 3 weeks

Pray my exams go well

Celebrate

2008-09-16T05:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM XD

hope you enjoy your day

and hope I pass my Maths test

or I'm doomed (:

MIA ~ Part 3

2008-09-12T05:00:00.000-07:00

Why is there 2 parts (or now 3) in the first place?

Because the computer had problems

with me typing so much

WELL TOO BAD COMPUTER XD

Sigh...

I miss MSN more than anything else

Oh wait

there's blog can't neglet it twice

MIA ~ Part 2

2008-09-12T04:58:00.002-07:00

Anyway,
latest updates:

1: I'm having this horrible headaches
that react with my bad mood

2: Spend the whole holiday doing work

3: Our End-of-Year Exam time-table came out
And the number which are highlighted is scaring me

4: Mum wants me to layer my hair
still thinking if that's a good thing
Cause all my friends who have fringes
have pimples underneath

5: The 'Girl Guide meeting free' event is over so
have to wake up early for
EVERYDAY OF THE WEEK
again....

6: Mrs Teo is still not well
HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON
~in case you don't know~
~Mrs Teo is Girl Guide captain~

7: I'm still fretting over things like
my hair
my face
and my bag
it's having holes everywhere due to the
books I put in that thing
Got to ask my mum to sew it up AGAIN XD

Hmm....
I think I would APPRECIATE if someone
gave me a mountain bag
small enough to be used for school
and tough enough for me to use

I think I use 3 bags a year
They all end in the bin
Worst than the one before

Now,
I'm just waiting for the day
where I'm walking to or from school
and the whole bag collapses on me

Oh well go to study for up coming test:

MONDAY> Science
TUESDAY> Maths
THRUSDAY> Chinese

And
TUESDAY IS MY MUM'S BIRTHDAY
such a sad way to present it..

And
FRIDAY IS MY BROTHER'S BIRTHDAY
already gave to him his preset though

He's having O ' levels
Can't blame him
I would be studying hard too

But my birthday is like at the end of the year
so who really cares ??

MIA

2008-09-12T04:58:00.001-07:00

Missing in Action

Girl
Thirteen
For nearly two weeks is found
not updating and posting on blog
If you see her
....................

Okay okay XD
I'm just having fun
Sorry for the late posting
Just because it's the holidays doesn't mean
I will play
Truthfully I only played twice that week
SO NO COMPLAINS
Not that there will be

Blog Skin

2008-09-01T21:06:00.001-07:00

Changed it again (:

When worst comes to worst

2008-09-01T04:58:00.000-07:00

What happens when the worst comes to the worst?

Haha
My friend asked me what would happen when if so
a guy that I terribly like
tells me that he's going to get married

Weird Question?
What I thought so too XD

I most likely would be astonished
and stand rooted to the ground
mouth open (i think)

And like any other girl would
Ask who he's marrying

then if I'm angry with rage
find out who the girl is
hunt her down
and probably congratulate her

cause if he likes her
..............................
who am I to stop true love ???

Of course I'll feel sad
really
who doesn't feel sad must come and find me
I'll make you feel sad (:

CAMERA IS LOVED

2008-08-30T20:48:00.000-07:00

WOOTS !!!
Today my family drove to Compass Point
- near GG Anti-drug course-
to collect my birthday present XD

Abit too early ??
YES OF COURSE I KNOW THAT XD
But on the 4th of December:

I'M GOING TO JAPAN XD
and I want to bring my new present there (:

And what's my present???
MY VERY OWN CAMERA XD

FINALLY XD
And I'm going to take so many pictures
my camera will overload (:

And some more I got the last red one
the rest are all silver
and silver is TOO common XD

Happy Teacher's Day

2008-08-29T20:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY XD

- Especially going to Ms Yap
who cares too much about my concerns
- AND MS TEO !!!
to hurry up and get well soon
so I can give your teacher's day present (:

Piano love

2008-08-26T05:08:00.000-07:00

And after my long decision
I have decided
to PLAY THE PIANO AGAIN XD

Why again?
I had:
- 7th grade in YAMAHA
- 2nd grade in normal stream
And 1 year break from both

SO
I want to relearn again
Cause I can't take not knowing
I'll learn even if it takes the rest of my life

LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT

AND LOVE IT XD

At least I'm learning quickly XD
Since I know the basics

Happy Bdae MQ

2008-08-23T20:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIQING XD

Wish you the very best in you Exams
-not that you need it...

Neck - breaking incident

2008-08-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

You know when I said I'm like a cat with 9 lives?
Cause I think I lost another one today

I'll start from the beginning,
my sister was having a hard time this afternoon
memorizing Chinese meaning
cause she's not good in Chinese

and

cause she's got a PSLE Chinese oral tomorrow

Anyway,
not so long after my mum came back home
at around......6pm
my sister did something
well I can't say it wasn't painful

I was in the living room doing my homework
on the table when suddenly
....................
my sister threw a plastic bottle at my face
My first reaction was to find out who knew it
(it could me my brother)
And I saw my sister looking downwards
from looking at me

So I nudged the bottle to her side of the table
and left it there
I think that made her angry cause
she decided to throw it at me again
but this time
...................
much higher

The bottle flew,
smacked my house's glass lighting
and flew nearby me
But I didn't see it fall
.................
cause the glass shattered
and spilled everywhere near me

I got a few scratches on my legs
and scratches on my neck
cause a huge piece of glass fell there
and then onto the ground
where it broke up into tiny pieces

I guess I can't blame me or my sister for this
but my parents can
they want us to pay for it but I don't see how,
it cost alot
erm its about $300 there
and I don't see how we are going to get that money

Oh well ):

I guess I'm just lucky I didn't go to the hospital
A huge gash on your neck
would most likely be severe enough to go there

ILYQ ):

Songs

2008-08-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

My favourite song list has change as my friend
J.W.J.K
keeps sending me songs but
that is kind of a good thing anyway
XD

So here's the new batch

- Move along by All American Rejects
- Kidnap my heart (remix) by The Click Five
- Your love is a lie by Simple Plan
- Happy together by Simple Plan
- Pride from GSD !!!!!!!

You have to ask me or Charlene to know
what GSD stands for
And it's Japanese
I went crazy trying to memorize the lyrics
you wouldn't believe how hard it is to
memorize Jap.

All I can memorize is the 1st verse
in 3 hours of my not-so-free time:

Hakanaku Chitta Hikari ga
Bokura wa ima yobisamsau
Kanashimi wa oto wo tate
Kieru ano basho kara

And that's all
I LOVE THAT PART STILL !!!

I'm booked with books

2008-08-12T05:45:00.000-07:00

And today
I am so caught up in a book
I could get hit by a car and not notice XD

And this is all
MY GIRL GUIDE JUNIORS FAULT !!!!
Wait !!!
This is not to go the wrong way
I LOVE BOOKS
especially those filled with
adventure, romance or crazy stunts
I'll read
And preferably books with
300 pages and above

And I would like to thank
DEZ !!!
Above the rest of my GG family
for lending me the book in the first place
WOOTS XD

And anyway
have you all ever wondered why
people come up with fairy tales and
extraordinary tales ???

Well
basically they came as books
as people had the sudden though of these
fantastic stories and decided
that the world should know about
the crazy theories about
mystical creatures that we all know can never exist

AND I LOVE THESE PEOPLE FOR THAT

THAT = referring to the fact that they make books
not love them themselves

What do you want to be when you grow up?

2008-08-11T06:53:00.000-07:00

What do you want to be when you grow up?

This question is really common
especially when you are just a tiny little kid
and all your teachers
LOVE
to ask you this question

Well,
when you are young you come up with the
craziest dreams that when you are older
you know it is
impossible for someone like you
to achieve

Truthfully
I wanted to be a pop star or an actor
but seriously who wouldn't?
Fame and fortune is pretty much in everyone's mind

I wanted to be a pop star or an actor
to entertain people
not for the fame or fortune
but it comes with it
so really I wouldn't say no XD

*being modest*

so yeah XD
anyway
now I think I can be a writer
of some kind
maybe not books but work in the
newspaper department
cause I know I can write
and I got a few more years to increase my vocab

if not,
then I'll just work the odinary way
office work

not much fun
but not bad either

Signing off*

What do you hate about yourself (appearance) ?

2008-08-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

What do you hate about yourself (appearance) ?

Truthfully,
I hate my hair XD

But that is seriously common for alot of girls
I just can't
don't like my hair
that simple

Oh,
and my mum wants me to layer it
wonder how it will look like
I'm going to a hair salon to get that done soon

Hope it'll do some good to my hair (:

Oh
And I wanna scream something:

TOMORROW NO SCHOOL !!!

So happy (:
Now I can finally catch up on my chinese

National Day

2008-08-09T06:44:00.000-07:00

Happy National Day everyone XD

That is for Singaporeans of course

And finally no more marching
Not that I don't like marching
It's just that too much of it and
everyday staying back doesn't clash

Woots
Spend the day under the hot sun
with about
200 more people doing a flag ceremony
And got a free

GIANT AIR-BLOW-UP LOLLIPOP XD

It's so cute and fun to play with
(:

OMG

2008-08-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

OMG !!!
I today then realise I wrote so long XD

Why have I been so unlike myself for the past few days/weeks/month ?

2008-08-06T05:18:00.000-07:00

Why have I been so unlike myself for the past few days/weeks/month ?

This question is asked by MeiQing
Our special Girl Guide CL
after today's long and tiring
combine rehearsal of marching

Oh and MQ,
if you are reading this
don't take this question as an offence
you aren't the only one who says that
I'm not acting like m usual hyper self

Well,
for the past few days/weeks/month
Stress has been REALLY REALLY REALLY
catching on with me
And well here are some of the reasons what
is causing this stress and
some of the chain reations
Like:

- Marching Practise > non-stop staying back > no free time > sleep late
- CA Test Week > All free time used on studying > no time to have fun > sleep late
- Excursions > non-stop staying back > no free time > sleep late
- New subject Drama > non-stop staying back > sleep late
- Acumilated Stress > High fever > Can't concentrate
- Acumilated Stress > Get sick easily ( also sometimes leads to mental breakdown )
- Lack of sleep > late for school > DC > no time to eat lunch > only 2 meals a day
- Lack of time > No sleep > No play > No time for homework or work

And these are only some of my problems
Life hard isn't it ?

And if these are still not BIG enough to
convince you that I am having a hard time
Go ask KW, Charlene, Belle & Dez.
They all know what marching has done to me
they saw my face/expression

And yeah some of you will think that I'm
trying to give excuses for myself
but well,
think what you want to think
I speak the truth to those who care :)

And I'm no the kind of girl that can take so much pressure
Past experience tells the tale
And we do ALL fall at some time

And since most of you all don't even know my past
I want to proclaim that I have done some seriously whacked
stuff in my life
like

- Falling from the height of a 1.5 story building onto cement ground
- Got scars over the whole of my knees (both) and am still getting more
- Actually watch a funeral where NO ONE CRIED except me and the person married to the dead
Sad huh?

And if these reasons are STILL NOT ENOUGH
then what am I to say
or change the way you think ?

And one more thing
The reason for my mood swings
is the reason why I say I'm
- Split personality
- Anger Management Problems
- And Emo

ILYQ

P.S. For KahWieng = TOO BAD !!!!
I know if I told you I'll write on my blog about this
you would scream and say no but well I typed it before you could say
stop :)

Scenario 1

2008-08-05T05:36:00.000-07:00

Scenario 1

Q: You are waiting at the airport for someone you have never seen for years but this person is VERY close to you. What is the first thing you would do when you see him/her?

If I am really really really close to that person
then after not seeing him/her for a few years
definitly I would ran up to him/her
and hug XD
Oh and with the biggest smile on my face

SHOUTOUT

2008-08-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

TAG ME PLEASE !!!!

- I'm really random and bored at the moment

What do you do with your computer free time?

2008-08-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

What do you do with your computer free time?

Search for songs
or
play random games I just some how find
or
MSN

FACT

2008-08-02T06:13:00.000-07:00

Did you know that whenever you exercise
the muscles you tone up are the ones that are actually

- on your arm
- on your chest (male) / stomach (female)
- and your thighs

So actually if you see a long and thin
legged girl means she does not exercise much
not that she exercises alot

What is your hair colour?

2008-07-31T05:59:00.000-07:00

What is your hair colour?

This post might take longer
or be longer
than expected
..........

My hair is originally really really
dark brown
But I went swimming often so it
became lighter

So if you stare at my hair in a dark place
or in the shadows or the sky IS dark
then definitely it looks
black

But my hair under the bright sun
( my mum told this to me first )
( then some others did too )
looks strangely
blond
as in yellow
as in ......
Well !!! You should know what I mean

Weird huh?
But it's still brown mainly
but I go swimming often so
it should go lighter

~ My mum as a child had dark brown hair too
but she swam a lot in her time as it was her
favourite way of passing time
and now, her hair is originally highlighted
with light brown stripes and her hair is lighter
than what she came to have in the first place~

So I hope to be like that too
Or at least,
somewhat like that XD

New found disease

2008-07-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

Okay,
Sorry I didn't post much
for the past few days/weeks/months
But this time I have a reason
I'm sick

Well not really the normal fever
and all
it's actually caused by stress
now I can relate to those
suffering from
depression

cause this weird stress disease
hurts

I have to:
- sleep early
- manage time to study for new coming exams
- find time to do homework
- stay back everyday

MONDAY > DRAMA ELEC CLASS
TUESDAY > MARCHING
WEDNESDAY > TUTION
THRUSDAY > MARCHING
FRIDAY > FIELD TRIP

And that's my schedule for the next few weeks
draining....
I'm not saying I hate the things
I have to stay back for
Drama Elec quite fun
Marching as tough as ever (:
Tution okay....

But stay back everyday very draining

And have Geography test tomorrow
Going to study after this
...................

Oh well,
better now then never

Church Carnival

2008-07-20T02:09:00.000-07:00

Today is so fun !
Just seeing all those cute kids running around
And they are all so cute !

My church is having this weird carnival
I think to raise funds
and we
secondary ones and twos
have to help out
Me and my friend Nikki had a blast !

Seeing all the little kids wanna go around
and have fun is tiring to catch up with them
but still fun !

- Specially thanks to ~QOP~
and Nikki too !!

Yummy Brownies !!!

2008-07-15T06:13:00.000-07:00

Well
I think I better start off
by explaining what happen yesterday

For my Home Econs lesson yesterday
I didn't realise we had to cook
- the teacher said we were suppose to cook next week
and last minute told the class and somehow
I didn't recieve the message-
so I had to cook at home itstead

So today me and my mum had a
BLAST !!!
cooking brownies !!!
Even my sister got into the act and helped out
So fun
who knew chocolate could taste so nice ???
And the WHOLE thing turned great !
Cause this is the 1st time my mum is doing it XD
Oh,
So sad all my friends cannot try
my mum don't allow to bring
But
On this coming monday I'm going to bake
around the same thing in school
so many you can wait till then (:

Swimming Franzy XD

2008-07-12T06:40:00.000-07:00

I think today
Is the best day of my life

For the 1st time since the beginning of the year
i LOVED today's guides meeting
somehow when you are sec 1
ALL THE GUIDES
care about you then suddenly
they don't
AND TODAY WAS TOTALLY WONDERFUL!!!
I need to thanks Mrs Teo for coming up with the guides
installing swings in our school
they're so GREAT !!!

1 - They help time past cause I don't eat during recess
2 - Me and my Guide-blood sisters had a CRAZY TIME
swinging XD
Especially since I had to push everyone and everyone
screamed when I pushed them too high.
I even pushed like....omg Intan XD
so fun.....

After that,
my dad picked me up straight after guides
to go for a swimming competition
Talk about stressed !!!
i know I love swimming but right after I was having fun...

So I took part in a
'13 - 15 aged female swimming competition'
sadly for only 50 metres
And I won 3rd Xd
So happy
you will know why after I explain

You see I'm only 13
still short in size for my age
and the shortest there
The girls who won 1st and 2nd
were - sisters
- 15 years old
- super tall
- And they were swimming side by side
I have no idea who won 1st between them
And when I reached the other side
my sister says a girl did the same 5 seconds after I did
so I'm really lucky XD

And I got a medal for that
Truthfully,
you only get medals and trophies
when you're in primary school
so I'm glad I got something in all

OH !!!
my family also got a blender for lucky draw
AND I'M SO HAPPY !!!
cause me and my sis are asking for a blender for ages
but my mum won't buy.....
guess she doesn't need to anymore XD

And after that I watched a movie
So I didn't even touch my homework at all
most people will say that this is great
but I HAVE to do my work

I try and balance my work and play

ILYQ
- signing off VERY happily XD -

P.S. People I pushed - Charlene - Belle - Intan - Kah Wieng - MeiQing
think that's all...

Talk about slimming

2008-07-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

I know a lot of girls
LOVE
to be slim and all for many various reasons
both boys and girls should know
but
my mum says I'm slimming
And out of thought
I screamed: 'Is that even possible?'
cause I somehow always weight average
can't go back nor front
so it's kind of weird for her to say this
Anyway
I still think I'm average
and proud to say so
i think...
Okay I just checked my weight
I'm on the low side of average
Can I say that's progress?

I hate it when it come to this famine stuff
.........................
Oh well XD

What am I good at?

2008-07-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

What am I good at?

Erm
the below answers are told
or I have proof to show

1. Swimming
- If you read my past entries you will know why -

2. Lying
- my mum says it cause she really can't tell that I lied when I told her I lied -

3. Writing
- The writing doesn't have to be perfect English or wonderful in anyway but if you ask me to write something personal like diary, I can' stop

I think that's it
Not the kind of things I would like to say
is what I want to be good at but I just am
especially the lying part
weird huh???

A swimmer's skill

2008-07-06T05:40:00.000-07:00

WOOTS !
I finally got my Gold Star certificate today
With my FULL name on it
And the huge medal that goes with it
I'm not trying to boast
or anything
for people who think that way,
I'm just happy
cause this is one of the few things
I'm good at
XD
Oh and because a lot of people
don't believe I can swim
Well,
not I have proof so just ask me if you
are one of these kind
- no offence -

Oh and if you do want to know
what I'm good at
It will be a whole different story
But I'll write it soon

P.S. For people's information
it takes 4-5 months to receive you certificate and medal
the actual date of my test is
23rd March 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS

2008-07-05T05:53:00.000-07:00

OMG
Time past so fast !!!
Anyway:

~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS ~

Oh
and thanks for all the screaming
I heard in the BBQ party of yours
cause I couldn't really sleep that night
Was too wide awake to try to

- And I'm so not telling my sister's name XD

Why don't I put pictures in my blog?

2008-06-30T05:07:00.000-07:00

Why don't I put pictures in my blog?

YES
I have heard people asking
why I don't put pictures in my blog
and here's your answer

- The school pointed out that as students we are not allowed to put up pictures of ourselves in school uniform or even in school grounds, on our blog

- Secondly, I'm getting a camera on my birthday which seems so long away but I'll be getting it and using it before December comes

- I don't have a handphone to take pictures

- I really couldn't be bothered

And there you have it
SOME of my reasons not to put pictures in my blog

What do you see yourself as?

2008-06-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

What do you see yourself as?

Erm,
I kind of see myself as a cat
with nine lives and all
cause I have done seriously major
crazy stunts
that goes with the phrase:
'I shouldn't be alive'
Now I think I lost about two lives
but I still have a
LONG
live ahead of me

Opps

2008-06-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

OMG !!!
I wanna add
Its okay for what happen today
as in to those Healthy Lifestyle people that were there
when the accident happen
I'll just pay the full cost
NO ONE IS TO ASK TO FORK IN !!!
just saying cause I know KC guides are really nice
but i don't need the pity
or something like that

-Read below if you don't understand what I'm talking about-

Roller Coater Life

2008-06-24T06:15:00.000-07:00

OMG !!
If you were here with me today
you will most likely feel sad for me
then burst out laughing
a while later but
I guess what happens is what happens
Mainly the sad part is after school at roughly 3 pm
.............

Me and the other people were 2/3 done with our
HEALTHY LIFESTYLE COURSE EXERCISE
And we were just playing monkey when
-I don't mean to be mean to Adrianna but just saying that it was an accident-
So well Adrianna threw the ball right at my face
AND YES
it doesn't hurt anymore cause everyone keeps asking that
but my specs chipped and
I PRAY
my parents never find that out for the next 3 months
cause it will take that long to cover the cost
If you know previously,
I chipped my specs because I was careless
and my parents said I'm paying if it happens again
so yeah
so I'm now on a situation of starvation
but if you were in schooling with me
I think you already know i barely eat so
I guess it'll be okay
...................
Or at least I hope it would

Anyway, after everyone was worried at me
and asked and asked if I was okay,
I finally went home and got off the MRT
and then I headed to a bus stop
where my Condo's Shuttle bus would come
once and a while
for the sake of the people living in it as it is
a really really long walk if you walk from East Point Mall
to my condo
So, I waited and waited but it didn't show like it was suppose to
so I conclude that it broke down and decided to walk home
but the thing is
other than me there was another young boy that was like
roughly primary 4 or 5 also waiting
At his age
I don't think he knows the way back so
I just glance at him and then move on
BUT the thing is
when I glanced at him, I saw him saw me leaving and then suddenly
He decided to walk too
But little did I think he was following me
He kind of walked my route ALL THE WAY!!!
even though there are many ways to go to the condo
OMG !
I even did something to prove that he was following and yeah
I caught him
So i just pretend like nothing and somewhat lead him to the condo
not really a way I would say is REALLY nice
but it was still a good deed
or at least kind of

But if u were just there seeing him follow me wherever i seem to walk
you would really burst out laughing
Today may seem weird but it was
GREAT XD

Whats your fav season and weather?

2008-06-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

Whats your fav season and weather?

My favourite season is
WINTER !!!
I can't help but love the cold
Everyone in my family knows I
LOVE the cold but HATE the heat
BUT
that dosent mean I can't take
Singapore's humid weather
XD

And my fav weather is the RAIN !!!
I love to run in the rain cause
- I know i can't get sick ( im not prone to )
- The feeling of just having fun in the shade is so
WONDERFUL !!!

But i don't do it alot
I don't think your parents will like it
if you come back home soak in rain water
begging for a hot bath
XD

Do you live to love, live to hate or live for the sake of living?

2008-06-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

Do you live to love, live to hate or live for the sake of living?

Erm,
I'm afraid that if I said my answer
it will be discriminating
for those who 'LOVE' living.
And yes you can form that my answer is not
'live to love'.
Mainly because I don't find my life
the BEST thing that has ever happened to me
but merely an existence

And Yes,
My answers:
'I live for the sake of living'

If someone were to prove me wrong
(in the 'LOVE' direction)
I will be utmostly~ gratified

-Thanks JWJK for question XD-

Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?

2008-06-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?

Take the picture

It is so much fun taking photo of others
And I already know how I look like before
so why bother?
Oh and also because I don't like being captured
I prefer the thought of being free
I stopped being in photos
( unless I had to )
since .....
Primary 5 i think
Or I was in too much of a good mood
I didn't think clearly of what I was doing

Whats your eye colour?

2008-06-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

Whats your eye colour?

Easy,
Too easy,
They are brown

Have you ever eaten a crayon?

2008-06-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

Have you ever eaten a crayon?

Well,
Not that I can remember.
Wait,
my parents never bought me crayons my entire life
I only have crayons
when I could buy them myself
or people gave me theirs

What's your favorite song?

2008-06-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

What's your favorite song?

Actually,
this is kind of like a hard question for me
Cause I use to never be able to pick out my fav song
So I'll just list a few I like best:

- Your love is a lie by Simple Plan
- Hurt by Chirstina Aguilera
- Kids of the future by Jonas Brothers

- Chemicals React by Aly & AJ

- Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys

- Please don't stop the music by Rihanna

- Kidnap my heart by The Click Five

- Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton

And yes,

I do know that is so much more than a few

Start off

2008-06-14T20:34:00.000-07:00

WOW !!!
its been ages since I blog
guess I'll just ask a really random question
cause...
I like RANDOM questions