[[*Fading To Black*]]

Thursday, July 9, 2009

[[Shudder]]

The Sun is gone.

The nights are long.

Do you know what it feels like

being alone?

That kinda reminds me of

VALENTINES DAY BY LINKIN PARK

I made it

while walking home

...

WELL

I take 15mins to walk home

you don't exactly think I'll be mute all the way~

Started singing randomly again

yay~

Anyways

IM IN LOVE WITH

LINKIN PARK

THEY HAVE AWESOME~~~ VOICES

WHOO

GO NEW DIVIDE (:

oh yeah

I LOVE AAR TOO

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS xD

And that's pretty much it

Jay and Sherin are soo gonna be disapointed

Jay'll probably scream at me

-WHAT ABOUT MY CHEM ROMANCE?!-

uh hur

ignoring~

Live is pretty much normal

A maths is depressing

E maths is now FINALLY associating with Physics

Physics Prac everyweek

-Which I am soo awesome at doing-

-Cause everyone else is too lazy to do-

-So i don't have to stay back for it-

English is well english

Chinese erm you know...

Chemistry is annoying now

surprise surprise

I hate Chem calculations

History is...

YESH WE ARE LEARNING ON HITLER NOW

YESH

I MEAN ADOLF HITLER

the awesome mad guy who decided to rule the world

hahhas

and he who have started World War 2

well

I like him for his guts

and seriously

If we had one leader ruling the whole earth

-all the countries-

then we wouldn't fight much

we wouldn't have to kill

we wouldn't have to have currency complications

no depression cause everyone is helping each other

lots of positive sides

mind you

just that

HITLER IS EVIL

and that makes him erm

you know

Go down in history~

anyways

Social Studies is okaay

Drama is as stress as ever

and thats about it

...

My social life?

Wah?

What about it?

It's just plain as ever

Human friends

No other people in my life

the usual

You don't get much surprises if you are me

...

I'm suppose to be studying

for an English test

and for Chinese test

and my homework

but as you can see

-or read-

I'm not

I need like erm persuasion

too bad

No one's free to do it

Oh well

Back to work

I'm suppose to be GUAI~ after all

says my new di (:

well

Cya around then

roar!~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|3:56 AM|

Friday, July 3, 2009

[[Rejected]]

Okaay

Wanna know what I've been doing lately?

I've been slacking alot

hell yea

I practically copied most of my

math homework from everyone else!

and

I'M SUFFERING FROM INSOMNIA

YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING IT IS?

I CAN'T SLEEP

AT ALL

I PRACTICALLY SLEPT IN CLASS

and I'm gonna kill my body at this rate huh?

Well

I skipped lunch today

again about the no mood thing

I bet if i did what i wanted since young

I probably have killed myself

how?

1-Jump down the building

you know the usually suicide mad stuff

2-killed my mind off

you know people die of depression

stress or overwork and no food thing?

yea

that's exactly what i meant

oh well

It's not sooooo bad i guess

I'm still alive

-apparently-

AND

I'M MAD!

I'M SPENDING MONEY

LIKE I HAVE MILLIONS xD

-I don't-

ON!!!!

BOOKS :D

AND I BLAME NESSA!

ALL YOUR FAULT NESSSA!

YOU GOT ME ADDICTED AGAIN!

ARGH!

Okaay that's not totally the truth

I mean

in the middle of the night

What do you wanna do?

stare out the window till the dark sky freaks you out?

I don't think so!

Sooo

I read

right there

on my make-shift bed in the living room

-a mattress on the floor-

-no it's not comfortable-

And I read

I miss reading

I love reading

Something no one can take away from me

Probably the ONLY thing they can't

I mean they can take away knowledge but not your

PERSONAL~

feelings right?

right?

erm right?

damn

I'm wrong aren't I?

oh well

Back to the erm normal

...

I'm bored

I mean I got TONS OF WORK

but no one to help

no one to teach

no one to talk to

It's really killing me all this time

alone.

Hahahas

yea right I'm gonna fall head over heels for a guy

I think I'll drown first

by accident

-Almost impossible to happen-

-I'm a goldstar swimmie-

Where was I?

Before~ the alone thingy

and the book

and the

erm nvm

I'll start on something else

....

I'm hungry

......

WOW THAT HELPED!

WTH!

And back again

=.=

I think I'll go find food

yup yup i better

my body has already been tortured enough

I'm

erm well

signing off for now

>.<

Anyways the only thing I wanna

literally YELL to the world~

IS THERE ANYONE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES ME?

And I will here crickets

you know

dead quiet~

oh well

What goes around comes around

cya~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|2:07 AM|

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