[[*Fading To Black*]]

Thursday, June 18, 2009

[[Passion]]

I miss being whole these days

Like some part of me is missing

And I think I'm losing my memory

Parts of my memories seemed to have been erased

I don't feel different

I've always been like this

Maybe it's cause I haven't found who

I'm meant to spend the rest of my life with

Or maybe I have but I just don't see it

I feel

Like nothing's ever gonna change

Like I'm gonna keep schooling forever

But that's impossible right?

I swear

When I grow up

I'm gonna miss school like a little girl

I've been slacking more than ever

Because I feel so stressing and worked up

But

It's not working

I feel just the same

Like nothing is really going into my thick head

Maybe

Just maybe

I should give it all up

Whatever I've worked for

Think it's easy?

...

NO!

...

Sigh

Life is difficult isn't it?

And

I don't think much people understand me

I mean

this passage would be the closest they can get to

Erm

I guess my depression side

No one's perfect remember?

I should move on

With this

And get back to me work

...

Hmm

Really tempting

-not-

Oh well

All's well end's well

Time to move on

Cya you'll guys/girls around

I'm gonna be missing these days

Schedule

Friday - Church BBQ/Astronomy lesson

Saturday - Astronomy Camp

Sunday - Back from camp and pack up

Monday - Holiday trip with family

Tuesday - MIA

Wednesday - MIA

Thursday - MIA

Friday - MIA

Saturday - Girl Guides Carnival/Meet up for CIP project

Sunday - Last day of holidays

Monday - School starts/Holidays ends/Unleash my freedom

And take note

I'm bringing my maths homework

On my MIA trip

And cramming my study for a Chinese test on the last 2 days

Awesome huh

-Sarcastic remark-

I wholeheartedly agree

...

Oh well

When the Sun finally sets

And the Moon spreads across the sky

Let me know

I'll be by your side

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:58 AM|

[[*The Fading Soul*]]

Name: Isabella
Bdae: 30 December
Nicks: Twilight xD
Skool: Don't tell you!
Contact: Isabella_lyq4@hotmail.com

[[*My Adores*]]

Food: blank
Drinks: blank
Pastimes: Precious Memories (:
People: You!

[[*My Detests*]]

People: No one (: I'm nice
Things: blank
Food: blank

[[*Music's Playing*]]

Artist:
Song:

//visit Iwebmusic for music

[[*My Past Memories*]]

[[*The Conversations*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

[[*Credits*]]