Thursday, April 30, 2009

[[Busy girl]]

As usual I'm busy
Mid-Year Exams are the cause of my madness
Drama kinda too
Came up with something out of the blue
mini song (:
oh well
nothing else to pen down anyways
~
~~
~
I'm been waiting for your phone call all day
but when I got it I wanted to put down
somehow things are not the way they use to be
why can't things go back to the way they were meant to be
.
I try to reach you but you seem too far away
I try to find you but there's too much space between us
It'll take forever to just come together
Think about how long it'll take to stay
.
You don't see the big gap of lies that separates us
There's no way to hide what the truth has to tell
The pain I feel inside
Is something you can't dismiss
In a blink of an eye
It's not as easy it used to be
as easy as it was meant to be
somethings will never change like you and me

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:24 AM|

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

[[MYE English]]

Oh oh
Dooms day

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:01 PM|

Monday, April 27, 2009

[[MYE Chinese]]

Going to die
Going to die
Going to die
.
What?
I'm just predicting

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:00 PM|

Saturday, April 18, 2009

[[OH OH!]]

ALMOST FORGET!
GO
ME
AND
SHERIN
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FELLOW
MYTHBUSTERS FAN xD

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:00 AM|

[[Daydreamer]]

Sorry
late replies ~
The day after that unfaithful event
when my form teacher was walking down isle
- not wedding isle -
to mark attendance
she stopped, starred at me
and said
"Isabella are you okay? You look pale."
I ALMOST
well starred back at her
and that's rude
and that'll offend her
but I didn't I just told her I was fine
and she moved on
.
Weird
I wasn't pale
I felt horrible BUT I was not pale!
.
Anyways
I did talk to my maths teacher
got it worked out (:
was happy
And so I went home
did it
still freaked over what I MIGHT do
and COULD do
so I got my mum to stare as I did it
She helped a little
BUT
that isn't a crime right?
.
sigh
I'm day dreaming alot
too much for my own good
but I'm studying hard too
Me and a few other classmates stayed back
in class to do A maths
left only me and Yanling in the end
with a total of 2.30hrs of work
non-stop
.
So I'm happy with myself (:
Hope to keep the madness up
.
Today
I'm just writing essays for my english journal
I'm slacking on it
Got to work hard....
.
I think I've got too much pressure huh?
Ironic
Cause we do so much to do less
or at least it'll be less in the end
if we can reach the end
more like if I can reach the end
.
OH WELL
move along - All American Rejects (:
.
Signing out~
PURE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS FAN
Bella xD

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|5:48 AM|

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

[[Depressed]]

Okay...
I admit I've been crying for
ahhh God should know how long
Starting to stop now
decided to blog cause I don't feel like doing work
my computer blanked on me
Or actually it was my laptop
I screwed my online test up
So now I've got 0
I didn't have the chance to click A answer
Nothing really I can do
It was a 1 attempt sort of thing
Wish I had done something to prevent that
I guess I'll just have to tell my teacher tomorrow
hope she
well
somehow get me out of this
I think its
impossible
I'm kind of emo right now
so no complains on my mood and how I'm typing
Well
before this I guess I'm okay
I now terribly love golfing
cause I can whack the ball (:
Maybe I should go golf now
AHH
no transport and I've got homework
still
So I guess not
guess not...
I need consoling
got no one though cause
my parents ain't too happy with what I did
My sis is as usual ignoring me
The school well
It's not their fault
nor really the computer
It should be mine really
But I
well
I donno I really shouldn't blame my self too much huh?
I'm already depressed
I...
I'm going to do my work now
I've got to stay up late
today
Since I spend so long
erm
crying
well
erm jia you?
._.
If you are reading this
erm
Don't follow me will you?

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:22 AM|

Monday, April 6, 2009

[[All work no play]]

And I'm back!
From: no not holiday...
from my hectic schedule!
Well actually it's not over
but I'm FORCING myself to relax
cause I'm actually going mad about studying
late nights, practicing, studying, cramming
and most of all
Not sleeping!
harsh huh?
.
So lately been tired and erm
WORRYING
over my grades
especially physics!
OMG
Mr Fahan say my class got few people got
zero over twenty!
AHHHHHH
if me my mum will kill me
not
literally
.
Every week got at least one test
I REALLY REALLY REALLY
wanna concentrate on studying
but really distracting with test after test after test
no time to actually sit down and
SELF-STUDY
not last minute cram or homework
.
sigh
.
Just did drama test today
to me was erm
bleh
no point moaning over it now
):
Ahhh
I should go and do the work
I'm suppose to be doing
...
Well
Signing off then
CYA xD

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:56 AM|

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